http://www.mamarenew.ca/blog/2009/02/understanding-where-we-are/ Exploring the journey of birth, motherhood, and life as a family. Thu, 08 Dec 2011 18:27:32 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.2 hourly 1 http://www.mamarenew.ca/blog/2009/02/understanding-where-we-are/comment-page-1/#comment-23 Michelle Tue, 03 Feb 2009 05:29:12 +0000 http://www.mamarenew.ca/blog/?p=470#comment-23 I love this reminder to be with the present terrain. Walk mindfully, all senses engaged. What is happening for me? I am feeling more alive, more vibrant, more ME than I have since before I was pregnant with my now almost 2.5 years old. I feel so gooooooooooood AND, I don't. Got my period tonight and am torn b/w dejection b/c I so want another baby and relief b/c now I don't have to live with the anxiety of being pregnant and being afraid of another miscarriage. I lost two babies last year. Today's terrain is muddy and kinda messy. Thanks so much for all you do you gorgeous mamas. I love this reminder to be with the present terrain. Walk mindfully, all senses engaged. What is happening for me? I am feeling more alive, more vibrant, more ME than I have since before I was pregnant with my now almost 2.5 years old. I feel so gooooooooooood AND, I don’t. Got my period tonight and am torn b/w dejection b/c I so want another baby and relief b/c now I don’t have to live with the anxiety of being pregnant and being afraid of another miscarriage. I lost two babies last year. Today’s terrain is muddy and kinda messy. Thanks so much for all you do you gorgeous mamas.

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